There are a few things i need to say first ... all the occurences i type out here they are NOT exagerated and they ARE NOT made up.... this is all very serious... though the dreams at times may turn out not to be that of a serious nature the content i put here is. This is not a blog for your entertainment this blog is for the documentation of the dreams that i have inthe vivid and maybe incomprehensible detail of how i remmember them. I will leave no detail that i can rememmber undocumented . I will make spelling errors to me words are just labels and spelling does not matter. I type in a frenzy trying to rememmber details so you might not understand.
I call this dream
The Elemental Contact
When the dream oroginally started off i believe i had a job at staples .... im not sure but something bad happened and made me want to quit that job so i did.
After the whole staples bit the dream became VERY vivd !!! The dream began beautifully it was summer or spring, not sure witch but it was nice and i was in a georgeous place i couldnt have been happier i felt totally at peace if there is a heavan i was there. It was an old old town with lots of older houses but the land was very hilly and very green . Tree's with yellow and blue flowers were all over but not to much it was more than the usual but not to much. There were very MASSIVE willow trees EVERYWHERE and other large trees that seemed to be at battle with the equally as large brick and wooden houses that they blanketed in shade everyday. Only little bits of sun poked through here and there but where there was sun it was warm. There were little children all over i dont remember seeing any little boys around mostly girls in yellow dresses ones like i used to wear when i was a child. I had someone with me but as always i never know who they are, they just are. I kept on staring at this massive long old brick house/building i belive it had blue shutters. Imagine if you know what it is a town where "the american girl dolls" would live but more beautiful. There was a quick interlude in all this something with a bridge that led to what looked like an adveturous forest ..and the other person who was with me who i can not remember we will calll them my guide they were the ones telling me things talking with me like a friend. They told me the story of the headless horseman and how that is his bridge and i began to see the events he was describing unfolding upon the bridge as my guide told me about it... he said that the horseman cannot cross the bridge in summer only in winter and i then saw what happens when he trys. He would go to cross and he would fall off and both horse and rider would fall inthe water. They wouldthen have to swim back to the other side but once they reached the bank they acted as if they had just been poisened ...both horse and rider lay on the bank wet.. and wreathing around like worms drying up in the sun . I remember this so vividly because it was slightly frightening to see the mad insane look in the horses eyes as is wreathed around shreiking madly. I shook this off though and then i went into the large house across from the big brick house wich is close to the bridge
The house i was in was right across from the brick house but up but up on a tiny little hill so it just ever so slightly overlooked the outside. There was a very wealthy man who lived there but that quickly ended and he turned into just an average guy who slightly resembled joey fatone from n sync...but more humble and slightly more attractive seeing as joey fatone is not attractive to me. He was a comforting presence i felt he could protect me from what i do not know but i felt protected. Then all of a sudden i wanted to leave his house but when i went to there were many many locks on his doors i didnt know why but i was able to leave..when i opened his door i realized that he did not live in the house alone this was just his section of the house. Then the dream jumps from me being in that section of the house to me being in another section which seemed to be a more up to date MUCH larger version of my grammy and gramp's ( my dads parents who i no longer speak withs ) old House in CT. For some reason it was night time... i always hated sleeping at their actual house in real life because i was scared i always felt an odd presence in their house even as a child who doesnt understand such things. So in this dream i was a little nervous but wiser because i was older. Grammy and gramps mentined to me but didnt actually say the words... they sent me the thoughts somehow and they mentioned quickly and vaguely something about someone or a dark spirit who comes out at night and to ignore them. Immediately when they said that i got an image of a dark outline of a manish figure that looked as if someone had took a pencil an sketched him sideways sketches with a pencil . Grammy and gramps went to bed and i layed down on the couch and conisdered sleep but things started getting crazy .. there were sliding doors between the apparent living room where i was sleeping and my grammy and gramp's room where they were sleeping .. two sets of slider doors. both seperated by a tv and stero set.
Suddenly the sliding doors began opening and crazyness ensued.. the room my grammy and gramps was in became a Busy E.R dr.s were rushing around patients were comming throuh the sliding doors and then leaving.... two little boys one boy was black with a small afro and the other was a brunnette both ofthem the same hieght both of them looked around age 6 or 7 they came in and started to mess with the stero equipment.
And that is when this "elemental" came in . I cannot remember what she looked like or if she was even a he or a she... she tried to present herself to me as an older woman with a distressed librarian look... with blonde hair slicked back in a tight bun .... or greyish hair.. it couldve been either or she didnt have an image and i believe she was trying to see what image i would like best.... make me precieve her as i choose too ..... so she appeared more often to have the lighter white blonde hair. She came in smiling VERY LARGE scarilyish large..and she toook the remote from the two boys and told them to leave. That is when the E.R disapeered it was just her and I. I was still sitting on the couch but when she began to approach me i stood up. I was still very nervous i didnt want to be there or sleep here because of that evil spirit that was supposed to show up at night . She told her that i should go with her up the stairs to her room where i would be safe. Without hesitation i agreed. Although ... she started taking me up this VERY narrow winding staircase that seemd to go on forever and as it did it started getting darker the lighting became more frightening. I stopped mid way and mentioned the guy on the other side of the house ... for a second i felt safe when mentioning him i forgot about him ... i could go stay with him i told her he was a safe peron it was bright and sunny and daytime on his side of the house and he would keep me safe from the spirit. She seemed a little irritated but overly caring and she said...dear hes a child molesterand a rapist...and i just kind of didnt say anything after that and relunctantly went with her.
When we reached her room it was like a weird...dollhouse like place.. it seemed fake ...just like a dollhouse wth fake furniture..overly perfect...this is when things got very strange and things started happening quick .
The voice came back into my head at this point and i dont know who it is ... i didnt see a white light along with it but it was a vision along with seeing everything else i was seeing many things all at once. The voice who seemed to be niether woman nor man all i can say is it was a kind voice.. a very kind voice who cared about me i felt that it cared and i knew it was safe to listen to it said quickly to me about the woman i was with " She is an elemental "
I have never heard this word before. This is the firt time i had heard that both in real life and in my dream i did not know what an elemental was.. but i knew she was bad whatever she was
All of a sudden the woman started acting strange she started walking around... walking around .. i was standing my ground in the center of the room i could not move it seemed i just stood there solid ... and already i knew for some reason even before the voice that was with me told me so... i knew not to think only to feel....
The woman continued circling me... eying me as if she was waiting for somethng ....she had that evil snide smile on her face. Little kids appeared in the room ... many ofthem dancing and chanting some dancing around me.. some of the same little kids there were in the beautiful place before with the willow trees and brick house....but now...they were scary happy...almost as if they had evil intent...
The room seemed to be spinning now but i stood still trying to think of nothng trying SO HARD to think of nothing ... and just feel feel with my soul my inner being... i was trying not to think thoughts i even believe at one time i started hinking LALALALAAL DDOO DOO .. like you would if you were twittling your thumbs.... so i could not think any thoughts...
The voice tht was speaking to me seemed to know exactly what was going on now nand this is when they started speaking to me alot very rapidly ....
" dont listen to her shes trying to trick you"
"dont think feel"
" she is an elemental"
"she is an elemental"
"dont let her trick you "
this mind battle went on for a little bit and then accidentally i thought ofthe letter " I " i said I in my head and she stopped and smiled wider.
" ah she said, you said I "
i was shocked because i did not know she could hear my thoughts so i tried hard not to think of words but now they seemed to want to keep popping into my head because i knew she could hear them.. i went from a calm state of feeling with my inner self to rapid rapid thoughts WANTING to come in and out of my mind... almost taunting me... teasing me... say this say this
things start to get fuzzy now in the dream . i cannot recall right now anything else but then i woke up
i went into this kitchen because i had this sense of feeling for some reason that there is such things as elementals. I asked mark my moms bf because he watches alot of those spiritual movies about posession and all that hes HUGE into that stuff.. and when he told me yes.... they do exsist i felt a crazy jump in my stomach....i dont really know what to think now ..that last time that happened to me was over a year ago i had this vivid dream about Bali and at the time i had never heard about Bali ....i woke up and asked my mom if it exsisted she said yes..the next day she got an email from my uncle jim who she hadnt heard from in 1 year ....
he said he was on a marine expedition in Bali.
So i did a little thinking as to just what this dream is all about and i truly believe it was a test ....as to what the test was for and what wouldve happened had i passed it in full i dont know. But i know i partially failed and partially passed.
Its ironic because i have been more in touch with my inner self and the occourences around me both mentally and physically ever sense i have been reading that book " a new earth, finding your lifes purpose" . I have been trying to eliminate my ego...and stop thinking with my mind altogether.. i have been trying to become aware...but not a thinker only. Its hard to explain but
I passed the test because i was strong ... the elemental knew i knew that she was a fake that she was not really a human she was just allowing me to choose how to see her.... i knew and i felt in my dream that she could not have her way with me ... i am a solid individual..
i failed... because i stil have that sense of ego in me.... i coudlnt turn the thoughts of in my head completely and just feel with my inner self when i knew i had to.....i was doing so well for so long it was working she could get penetrate my mind my soul because there was nothing there thats why she was circling me making the room spin making distractions she wanted to make things crazy make me think ....but i was at peace with myself and she couldnt bother me.. then i grew weak something broke the concentraion and what the first word that came to mind ?? I .... the true word indentifying with the existion of ego in the human mind.... i ... that one word excited her so much when she heard me thinking that... and i lost....
i dont know whats going on with me... i know that i experienced something otherwordly because.... i learnedd things in this dream
i had no idea what an elemental was... untill my dream tought me
