Snow Quails christmas carol
Its a bit fuzzy so this might be more like a notepad than a journal
I Traveled All over the world to 14 different Countries
But i swam
a lot of it was swimming
but it was all from my point of view...it wasnt as if i was seeing really any of this as if my dream was a movie where i could see far far ahead no...it was terrifying and beautiful
for most of the trip i was swimming somewhere cold there was a lot of attention in my dream paid to the birds there ...there was these gorgeous ducks that looked like mallards but they had much more glistening heads of green.
Then there were also these weird birds that they called sno quails ...but they looked nothing like a snow bird or a quail . THey had These odd peacock shaped heads with four little things on the top like peacocks have accept at the little sticky uppy things on thier heads had perfect squares on the top. They had a duck like body
These birds followed me a lot when i was swimming through this cold place .. it was a river like ... thing ...but huge...but yet not huge...that makes no sense.
on one side of the river it seemed like there was dessert and on the other side there was a MASSIVE wall of natural ice that lined the whole river that seemed to go up foreever and never stop.
The funny thing being that.... i remember feeling safe beside this massive wall because i could try to pretend that it wasnt really that tall because at the bottom the water moved slowly and it was quiet...the birds sat on this little ice slab that came out from the bottom of the giant ice wall and it just barely sat above water level.. i remember being jealous of them in a way and feeling envious of them because they understood the environment that i was trying to conquer and though i felt like they were giving me company i knew that that was as far as thier company could span ... if i got into any trouble in thier environment they couldnt help me they were just birds .
Thats where this impending sense of lonliness comes from when your in the wild.
Natures way of giving you company ...but company that doesnt really truly care about you back...
thats how i felt when i went to france in REAL life a few months ago ... the people were like wildlife...you can look at them and try to speak to them but they wont help you beyond a certain point they are out to take care of themselves really and its not that they hate you or anything they just .. arent going to abide by some dumb human social code and help you out. They run with a different set of natural laws.
Regardless i feel refreshed after this part of the dream i woke up feeling as if i really traveled these places it was incredible.
i had at least 4 other dreams all of which were really very quick and sparatic and they ran into and out of each other which will make it difficult to write them out.
All i can remember is that for some reason .....man its way to messed up ... i think i can reallly only make a general list of what happened
Taurus drove to babysit .. weird kids...irritated because they lived so far away and i would have to drive back everyday...i owned a dalmation but and when i was walking it in my old niehborhood in the condominiums i used to live in in MA. it started bark at another dog and then turned into a cartoon and got rabies just from barking. I cant remember what anyone looked like from the deam..but i was sitting on the grass watching a happy family in san fransisco ( full house) then my mom showed up then suddenly snow was on the ground there and she opened her robe at the bottom and christmas carols started playing from them and she just stood there with a dumb face on because for some reason this was an inside joke with all of us and we were suposed to laugh...
OH GEEZ !
that was more exhausting than ever trying to type all that out.
i hope that my dreams start to become less sparatic... but you cant win em all everynight... im just surprised that i dream every night anyways and that i remember it
BEN JUST WOKE UP AND HE SAYS HIS DREAM WAS
" I Was johnny depp we were uh... at this party..like.. and this was like was back in old school victorian days...and it was a masquerade party...only..omg this was so bizarre....only..for some reason.. i just took all my clothes off...cuz im like im johnny depp i dont give a shit ..adn then as we were walking down this long hallway i was this kind of like soldier guy or something like some kind of a bad ass....and then out of nowhere we heard this loud bang come out of this farm...and i walk over there because im ike a bad ass of course...and so we go over n investigate .. and theres a bull thats loose only the bull is made entirely of rreeds and straw and like .... yeah .. its a ghost bull .. "
Me: a ghost ghost bull made of reeds and straw ?
Him yeah it was going crazy.
ME : what did u do ?
Him: i jumped on it.
Me: then what happened...?
:Him: Nothing.. i just woke up when the phone rang
WHOever called ben and woke him up DAMN you ! that sounded like a badass dream !
